My anguish consumes me, taring at my thoughts and corrupting my feelings
the feeling of indifference troubles me and i am effusive to all
the glib words that are spoken hurt the ones i love and care about
i try to vanquish these feelings but they come back to haunt me and reassure i never rest
the ferocity in my voice scares the ones i talk to and they weep
i try to cherish the good moments but they get swept under
Inside i perish but outside i stand tall and pretend nothings wrong
i try to emerge from my shadows that cover me entirely inside
but my Nemesis never rests and come back to torment me inside
Its malicious words hurt me and i sit there, quiet, struggling inside
pondering a way to escape, only to realize this is how it will always be
