Looking Back

I miss you when I shouldn't
you loved me, but I couldn't

Your face brings so much pain
so many memories, in a single name

You were so much a part of me, my everything
now it's rare and precious if my phone will ring

You held my hand, I closed my eyes
it felt so right to me inside

Now only a picture can show me your face
I wonder, how long 'til I'm completely erased?

How long will I wait, how long will I care
probably forever, though you'll never be there

I pray every night that you'll be okay
and that God will use you in an amazing way

If only you could see in yourself what I see in you
there is no limit to the things you could do

Your eyes told it all- they gave you away
they led me to believe you'd change someday

I have nothing left to say- nothing left to do
all I can let you know is that I did love you.