Without

No one hears my screams
No one sees these tears
I'm just a shadow it seems
Trapped in a world of fears

I'm torn inside
With a carefree look
I try to hide
The pages of this book

Dripping in pain
No one noticed
I can't contain
I'll stay unfocused

I'm prepared to lie
Say it's all okay
Continue to cry
Watch me decay

Stab myself again
Feel the soothing pain
Count to ten
Feel no shame

Tell me I'll be fine
That it's okay to hate
Please be so kind
Kill me before it's too late.