Finally now the truth is out,
from my mind removed is all doubt,
You acted one way and felt another,
most of this I blame on my brother.
He's the one who made this a big deal,
and made me question how you feel.
He's the one who put the thought in my head,
the thought that now makes me wish I was dead.
I was fine not knowing how you felt,
with this emotion I'd rather of not delt.
All I knew was you made me smile,
but I guess my happiness was only meant for a while.
You say things between us won't change but I know they will,
so to deal with this pain I will start to kill.
I'll kill my emotions and I'll kill my heart,
and with myself the killing will start.
