She tries so hard to be strong
To make her friends feel that they belong
She tries all the time to make things for her friends right
Which leaves her with her own problems to solve at night
And her problems though, are too hard to take
It's causing her soul and heart to break
She's to worn out from her family and mother
All of them talking and saying "i don't love her"
She doesn't want nothing else than to have a family once again
She never wanted any of that to end
She misses her friends that she grew to love
But they've left already to rise above
She's learned from them and they left too quick
The sadness sets in and makes her so sad and sick
She feels like a screw-up, every day she does
Nothing can change what the past was
She tries not to take the wrong way
But it's so hard for her to make it through a day
She use to think it was wrong to cry
She thought she did something wrong so she never gave it a try
She hurt herself in so many ways
She hated this god damn never-ending phase
She finally broke down and let it all out
She was lost in the middle of doubt
She cries...and now she knows it's OK
She cries when she can't find anything else to say
When the heart breaks and the pain sets in
When she's at the end and can't begin
She cries until she can't no more
Sometimes she doesn't know what she's crying for
But she only cries at night
Because she doesn't want people to see her not alright
She doesn't want people to think that something is wrong
She doesn't want their thoughts, she wouldn't feel that she would belong
When the parents fight with her, she cries
When her addictions eat at her and the temptation is at a rise
Her problems are still with her and she doesn't know why
But now she isn't afraid of being hurt when she starts to cry
*probably wondering why i wrote this but anytime i use to cry i would get yelled at or hit by kid i was with, he said if i cried that i did something which lead to me hurting myself. But i was told it's OK to cry so i still remember that*
