My dad left not just my mom but me also

It makes me so mad
that he doesn't know anything about me
he tries to make this awkward silence go away
It's just not working why can't he see?

He acts like he never left us
and that everything is fine
he pretends that im happy but
he didnt just leave my mom he also left me behind

I'm dying in this silence
I wish I could just tell him how I feel
that he really screwed up my life
but this is sumthing I will never reveal