My Pain

It's so hard to hide it, it gets harder everyday.
My mind is overflowed with thoughts, but I have no words to say.

My dreams tell me secrets, my mind tells me lies.
Inside I scream and beg for help, but all I can do is cry.

I try so hard to understand where it all went wrong.
I try to change the truth, but I've known it all along.

I can't just turn around and act like I don't care.
I'm still holding onto something that was never even there.

Late at night I still wake up from dreams of the past.
I've known all along that this would never last.

No one knows how much it hurts,
to know these emotions, I must disperse.

I'm so stuck on something that will never be.
I'm so tired of wishing my dreams were reality.

My dreams have no more meaning, all hope is now lost.
I never would've thought something like this would be the cost.

I never fully understand it; it gets more confusing everyday.
Only time will tell now if I'll ever be okay.