Why?

Why do bad things happen to the good guys
And good things happen to the bad?
Why do you say I'm happy
When you know youre making me sad?

Why do you want to see me cry
Cry in pain and anger?
With clear, thick tears running down my face
Because you put me in such danger

Why do like hearing me scream
When you hit me, slap me and beat me till Im bruised?
Why do you get a kick out of letting be hurt
Then say your sorry and carry on letting me be used?

You call me honey, sweet pea and chick
To all my family and friends?
But let me tell you something BABE
My death will be your end

So I write a note
Knowing my scars can never be healed
Hoping when your behind lock and key
That you will finally be killed

So I grab the gun and bullets
And shot 1,2,3,4,5
There I am on our bathroom floor
Lying there barely alive

Then I'll get my justice
For all the times you made me scream and shout and for the times I've cried
This is now the end of me and you
MY FATAL SUCIDE