She watched from afar..
"Why does this always happen?
'You like them, just talk to him they say.
He seems interested...
Just let him know
Boy why is it always easier said then done?"
She wonders out loud as she watches.
He looks so good...
Standing there laughing and working..
Oh and his smile..
Just seeing him smile,
Makes me wanna smile.
"I can't" she says
"It's not worth the risk"
But oh... how nice it would be to feel loved again,
Appreciated, wanted in every way imaginable.
No, I won't go through the pain.."
She gets up for her break is over.
"I like him enough no not to mess up again."
She takes a deep breath
In and Out
In and Out
Back to work she goes
Keeping it in once again.
