Tired...
Oh so tired...
Tired of everything
The constant going
Never sleeping..
Taking over for people
Doing work of 5 people, instead of one.
Being a mom,
Yet I have no kids.
Yearning for the one I love
And getting nothing in return.
Feeling completely drained
Not feeling anything at same time
Going through each day,
Looking forward to that one moment.
Then when it comes,
I realize it wasn't so special.
Wanting to cry..
Feeling the tears in my eyes,
Yet nothing comes out.
Holding everything in until...
BAM!!!
It hits me like a brick wall.
Then the tears and anger,
Flow freely with no end.
Will it ever end?
