Define Your Suicide

Define a life
to your desire
make it perfect
then set it on fire

what we want
we never seem to get
a dream soon fades
we just seem to forget

a taste of the sweetness
longing on our mind
turning the wrong direction
to what we'll never find

to what we crave
we follow in the dark
loosing out loved ones
not listening to out hearts

turning a blind eye
to what they might say
going deeper into the darkness
loosing our faith along way

a warning of fate
falls on deaf ears
we leave the ones we love
morning in tears

so what makes us go there?
what do we see?
who will be there to catch us
as we fall on our knees?

We didn't really know
who we have become
A silent shot is heard
as he drops the gun

falling to the floor
a note in his hand
everyone thought he was perfect
they just didn't understand

a silent cry
rings through the night
as she cuts the vein
with her friend the knife

crying out in agony
the world fades to black
right before she dies
she wishes she could go back

standing in the darkness
waiting for the train
a suicide letter
stands alone in the rain

the guy hears the train
stands in the middle of the track
not one second thought
of ever going back

so what makes us go there?
what do we see?
who will be there to catch us
as we fall onto our knees?

a simple answer
is all we ask
why do we commit suicide
commit the unthinkable task

some say its sadness
haunting over their heads
a simple moment will end it
as they lie there dead

but some say its others
that makes them go insane
to pull the gun, grab the knife
or stand in front of the train.

i can see what they are saying
i can see their point of view
but for some reason
none of them seems to fit you

you had your happiness
and all you friends
but what made you decide
to put your life to an end?

was there something i didn't know
i read you journal to my heart
i couldn't believe your secret
it was tearing me apart

your dad didn't love you
he yelled at you instead
smacked you in the face
hit you on the head

daily beatings
after nights of beers
your silent pain
screamed out in tears

why didn't you tell me
i could've have you through
but now you're gone
and there's nothing i can do

so define your life
to your desire
make it perfect
then set it on fire