Alone is how ill stay...

The daunting day arrives in shock,
I think I’m going to loose the plot,
I wipe the running black mascara,
Long deep breaths that make me calmer,
I take a step out of the door,
For me it’s hard, but I know there’s more…

Many eyes stare my way,
I stare at the ground with nothing to say,
What’s the point of hiding them?
They just keep asking questions then…
I’m now uncovered, undisguised…
They still all stare with wide-open eyes…

The nights freeze my flowing tears,
The stars light up my darkened fears,
Crimson drops fall on the grass,
Reopens scars from the recent past,
A cloud covers the bright moon,
Alone forever, it’s really true…

The daunting day arrives in shock,
Because last night my clock was stopped,
All these people bluntly stared,
I wanted to prove that no one cared,
And they don’t, they walked away…
All alone is how I’ll stay…