One Shot of a Gun

For Jamie everything has been going wrong,
It seems as if her heart is no longer strong.
It all started when her boyfriend dumped her,
and all of her emotions were in a blur.
Then her mom got cancer,
Alls she wanted from god was an answer.
She hadn't done anything bad,
So why is the reason she is so sad?
Next thing that happened was her grandpa died,
and please believe that she cried.
Her life could not have been much worse,
Its almost as if she was cursed.
She was near rock bottom and ready for her life to end,
When finally she lost her best friend.
Her friend could not cope with her depression,
so she left her without a discretion.
What was little Jamie to do,
she felt as if her life was through,
so young and naive,
alls she could do was grieve.
She decided there was no point to suffer through this,
and the fact that she felt she shouldn't exist.
So her decision was easy,
even though she felt kinda uneasy.
so when she was home alone she wrote a letter,
and explained how killin herself would make it all better.
She told her mom she loved her,
and told her old boyfriend and best friend that this is what she prefers,
and that should would send grandpa her love in heaven,
and she pulled the trigger at ten to eleven.
She instantly took her own life,
all because of her strife.
See if Jamie had thought,
she would have seen that she was hurting others a lot.
Because she didn't seek help for her troubles,
now her mothers problems have doubled.
She did not realize that people loved her,
and how special she was.
So she decided to end her problems,
through one shot of a gun.

(this is not a true story, but its a serius subject, please please comment and check out my other poems)