Too Deep Inside

The blade is now in my hand
What should I do??
Im gunna cut to get relief
Just one second is all I need

Over and over
Inch by inch
Deeper and deeper
I cut my skin

I just cant stop
Its taken over my life
Im so depressed
I cant even think inside

Its to addictive
It wont let me go
It calls me back for more
And then it starts to flow

I wanna go back
To the girl I used to be
When I was the most outgoingest person
You would ever meet

So please
This is where I must stop
When its to deep to even bleed
Dear lord just let me sleep