All feelings

I don't want to live anymore,so tired of the lies, nobody wants me here,so where am i suppose to die,i go on like nothings wrong, I'm always playing pretend, but how come I'm always the one that gets hurt in the end.
you act like you care,thats why i think about you all the time,i tell myself i need to move on because your always on my mind,i don't know if we should be friends, its just i want to be more,but without you i feel so weak almost like I'm no more.
my friends have no advice for me,thats why I'm so confused,i wish you could know how i feel,i feel so misunderstood,right know your all i see,its because you make me feel good,but when it comes down to love, i just don't think you could.
i feel we should be together,its just we don't feel the same,all i know now is that i love you,so please stop playing games,my heart is breaking with out you,its just really unfair,but I'm tired of holding on to this Love,because i now know you really don't care.