Apples (has nothing to do w/ the fruit)

I'm not sure if this is done...any comments will be appreciated and I'm open to suggestions about where to go from here, and yes, its a song, so its not really poetic...just thoughtful.

So i start this verse of my infidelity
and they're all shaking their heads
too long i was oblivious, but so was everyone else
except for you, oh you know me so well
i can't betray the constant and now
my honesty suffers

i had you in the palm of my hand
i took it for granted and then when you drifted
was it really me wanting to pull you back? But i couldn't, i wouldn't...
and i realized.
You'd been my security
and that was my first mistake
so i denied, but you knew
oh how you know me so well

i hope you never believed my excuses
i tried so hard to make things be how i wanted them to be
but life had something else in mind
yeah my love was true, but fate called it misplaced
i guess things never really changed