Died from a fathers rejection

If you don't know me and and my biological dad this wont make sense but It;s me venting so if u dint get it just let me know and ill explain the poem to you)

I woke up this morning and wanted to die
from all these things killing me inside

I gently pull the broken glass across my wrist
from the mirror that was broken my my now swollen fist

I sit silently letting the blood flow from my veins
it wont be much longer, I wont ever again feel this pain

Soon they'll See wasn't so put together
That I'd given up on, ever being loved forever

Don't pity me now as you see me crying
cause Loves the reason, I'm now dying

No one saw the signs, no one casted a single glance
Now I'm done he doesn't get another chance

So dad as you see my pale white face
you'll see my wanting love from you wasn't just a phase

I'm sorry I did this
but I couldn't handle your rejection
and I when you look in the mirror
you'll be haunted by my reflection