I don't even know how i feel right know I'm just so confused! I'm so mad yet I'm sad and i just don't know! i cant believe you would do this and her she says shes my best friend! who know now shes probably been with the other guy to and not telling me! i cant believe that you just called me and where a total A** that you said you would never be to me! i don't know how many times you told me that this week during the nights you came and seen me! i thought that meant something but i guess i was wrong! you are just like him! i don't know what i did to you or him for you guys to be like this to me! what have i ever done! was she good? I'm just so mad and the way you called and was all like hey what are you doing and i go nothing just laying here you and your like i got a new girlfriend and i go awesome and you like wanna know who it is and i could hear her in the back ground and I'm like who and you go *****!!! and then go well i got to go and hang up! that is so not like you! you didn't even say goodbye! you better hope you don't even think about calling me when you take her home i won't answer because right now i don't know how i feel about you! i don't know if your the guy i thought you were! I'm not sure if you kinda like him in a way and was just nice to get some or if you are the guy i think you are but why you called me and said that to me tonight i really don't know and tomorrow when you call if you do and if i answer you better have a pretty good reason or lie for what you did to me and i don't know if i will even forgive you i was going to ask you to give me a ride home on Monday but your new girlfriend would flip a biscuit if that happened! and i wouldn't want you to if its true anyways! I'm just so mad and sad and i don't know! i cant even sleep! and who ever shes with i can't believe she would sneak out because when i wanted to she was all like no we cant and blah blah! you both i just i cant even explain how i feel to wards both of you right know! all i want is a answer to what happened to night! thats all i want! i wish it didn't even happen!
