I know i'm not perfect!

~ i wouldn't say this was a poem more like a life story but it helps be get my feelings out~

I know I'm not the perfect daughter you always wanted
I know I'm not the brightest girl around
I know I'm not pretty even if i was, i wish i was prettier so people could take a second look

I just wish you would stop saying get lost
I wish you would stop saying get out of my ****** face
I do what you command because your my mother

But after a while you would say your sorry but then we start another fight over something small

What hurt me most was when you said "your exactly like your father" those five words hurt me the most that i cry myself to sleep.
And you should know that i hate my dad!

I see my friends and their mothers and their all happy and bubbly
I just wish i could be like that with you for ever and ever and have no more fights.

As i said I'm not the prettiest or the brightest person around but i just want you to know that you should be happy that I'm not the type of daughter who sleeps with a guy to make myself feel happy wanted or loved

But no matter what deep down inside my heart which you hurt i still love you and always will

~* dis is al tue mum usally gets moddy easily if she doesnt smoke but yeh~*