Darkness behind my door..

I don't think anyone realizes how much it hurts
To see someone you love being hurt
Your stories terrify me, they send shivers down my spine
Your life is a part of me now... How do i cope?
Every blade you slice through your flesh, slices my heart..
Every blood drop you wipe away is a tear of mine..
Don't know you know how much i care?
Don't you realize you mean the f*u*k*i*n world to me?
I want you to stop, I want you to be my old Jess..
I want you to love yourself, or at least realize how much i love you..
Does my love mean anything? Do you even care?
You're my one truest friend in the whole wide world
I cry for you
I lie for you
I chanegd for you
Please do something to show me you care about me
Something to show me you care about youself
I couldn't lose you
Not now
Not ever
I couldn't lose another part of me
Especially not you!