Have You ever...

Have you ever hurt so much,
that thinking of a reason to stay,
rips you in two?
Have you ever been so scared to see yourself,
that when you do it kills you inside and makes your stomach churn with hatred?
Have you ever loved someone so bad, that you wanna scream it out to the world, but the only thing stopping you is the fact that they don't even know you exist and thats the thing that breaks you the most?
Have you ever had a screaming in your head at night that scares you some much that you cry yourself to sleep, shaking?
Have you ever wanted to die so badly, that you terrified to go, but even more petrified to stay!
I HAVE...