I sit here for a while, just thinking, asking myself, what i want? what i need? and how I'm gonna do it!
Questions that at the moment all come down to one think, LOVE!
I feel so wrong, so unwanted, so as before it always comes down to pain.
I feel around for something i know to well, and begin the ritual.
As i do this i feel numbness, no pain. All i can think is how much i want to rid my hurt, my feeling of not belonging and the lack of my needed feeling LOVE!
As i create these tracks, memories i begin to cry, and i feel a little shaky. I calm myself down, comfort myself, as i know no-one will come save me.
I see a pattern unfold but some how i cant stop the wheel from spinning, Its running out of control, OUT OF MY MIND...
