I know you hate me but...

I know you hate me, and don’t say you don’t, I really just want to know why though, so I can change that now. I really am sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you, cant change what I did, but I can change me. I want to see you smile, I want to see you grin, I want to see you laugh once more, and not hold it in. I just want to know the truth, cant think of any thing, I want to be your friend still, but I don’t know if I can.