Waiting to be saved

So many years I waited
Waiting for my prince
My hero
Someone to save me
And love me
And care for me forever
But no-one came.

I was never rescued
I never needed to be
No one sought my love
And no one fought to save my dying soul
My soul wasn't dying
yet...

Slowly,
I began to break
This strong
Happy child
Cracking
Fracturing
Splitting myself from the world

Slowly
I began to fade
Into the darkness
Swallowed by the abyss
I fell into myself
Stumbled into my deadly trap
And
Suddenly
I
Broke

Now I needed saving
Saving from hell
Saving from torment
Pain
And disgust
Most of all
I needed saving
From myself

But I was alone
In the dark
I lost the world
I lost myself
And I'm still waiting to be saved.