I love him and he loves me
we were going to be together
until someone stopped us
another hard day
she said we were to be no more
and if we were
she would take me away
away from my family,
my friends, my life, my soulmate
she would take me away
and see if i could hold on to it
or if this would slowly fade away
until the day
the day she dared
to send me to the place
i would be scared
i would be scared to meet friends
and to meet another guy
i would be holding all of my lonlieness inside
i wish i could have him
just, one month would be great
it's not going to happen
it's already over and i am in great pain
"you have to" my best friend said
"or i won't be able to see you"
not ever again
i thought it was just fun
i was living my life
and i didn\'t know what to say
so i just cried
i\'m tired of lying
and holding things back
i just have to be strong
and hold the tears back
i think this could help me
be stronger in the long run
and we will be best friends
we will talk, and cry
just like best friends should
and you... i will never forget what you said to me
that helped me figure this out
"I'm changing for you. And i won't be so bad. Live your life by the moment. Not the next day or the next week. You will be with me. And thats why i'm changing, becaus i love you"
