Don't want

Don't want a perfect family,
don't want all the other crap.
Don't want to be ordinary,
theres nothing worse than that.

But hold on, wait a minute,
does ordinary mean a happy life?
cuz' I'd gladly trade my life for theirs,
to shake this struggle n strife.

maybe just a day in their shoes?
if only i had the choice.
I'm sick of fighting everyday,
I'm tired of my own voice.

maybe being different,
causes to much hurt and pain,
But i don't wanna be ordinary,
i can't stand to be the same.

I don't want a dad that likes me,
Don't want him to be there.
I don't want a card on my birthday,
don't want him to ever care.

Don't want a perfect mother,
one that always comforts me.
Don't want her to sooth my hurting,
don't want a remedy.

I don't want a caring brother,
one that never ever gets high.
I don't want him to stay on the ground,
hes better off in the sky...

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