Tessa

Tessa

It’s hard for me to write this,
But I know it must be done,
If I leave it one more day,
Then you might not come.

See it’s nearly Christmas now,
And you’re nowhere in sight,
This month’s been so hard,
And my throat’s shut tight.

Difficult to breath now,
Let alone talk.
I want to run away from it,
I’m so distraught.

He’s not getting better,
And now she’s bad too,
I thought of who could help me,
And I knew it would be you.

Lying in my bed at night,
All alone,
Thinking of his heavy breathing,
Deafening, a long deep drone.

Not your problem,
I was scared you might not care,
But you’re my best friend,
And you’ve always been there.

Please don’t hate me,
For one little row,
It seems so small in my world,
Right now.

I know it was stupid,
And I made you mad,
But can’t we forget it,
It makes me so sad.

I don’t know what you’re doing,
If you’re even ok,
But I wish I did,
I really need you today.

Please don’t hide away from me,
I’m too alone,
It’s his breathing Tess,
It’s a deafening drone.

I’m sorry if your busy,
If you want me to go,
I just thought I should tell you this,
I wanted you to know,
I miss you.