I made this

I made this a long long time ago.
young and full of life.
just playing with mud pies laughing at nothing and yet everything.
i made this a long time ago.
happy and full of joy, so understood.
living a life of no regrets.
staying up late way past my bed time of 8:00.
worrying about that alphabet test.
i made this.
smiling and running.
chasing the leaves swaying with the weeds.
it was all games then
i made this not so long ago.
regrets fill the mind of a misunderstood child.
not so happy not so joyfull.
feeling stupid for everything in life
failing as a student,girlfriend,friend,a daughter and a person.
i made this are you proud