Getting Back

I finally decided to let go
I feel so much better
so much happier

I feel so happy
when I'm around you now

I told myself
that friendship
is better then most

I'll get through this
one step at a time

and I've taken
my first step
to recovery

I'm getting back
what I made myself lose

I'm pushing away
the bad memories
of the past
that I wish didn't exist

but yet it does
and now I'm getting back up