I hated you when I found out
Although I didnt fully understand
The terms on what you did
You were going under like sinking sand
I cant say I dont love you
Because that would be a lie
Youre my big brother
I think of what youve done I just wanna cry
Youve ruined peoples lives
Not just your own
You killed peoples families
No wonder you avoided me like a road cone
How did you get yourself into ?
Such a stupid addiction anyway
Mum and dad offered you money
You blew them away
Now look around you
See where you are ?
In a prison
Are you proud you made it this far ?
You took up dealing
Like it was a game
Drugs ruin peoples lives
You helped and now your part of the blame
When you get out
Will you start again ?
Go somewhere new
And cause more families pain ?
You ruined our lives too
Mums Dads mine
Ruined your own family
In just a matter of time
*This is about my older brother, he was put in prison for dealing drugs about 4 1/2 years ago, he was sent under for 8 years. I'm not proud of what he did to our family and I hope he isn't either. But no matter what he's done I can't help but love him...*