Feeling small

Got the devil on my back,
And copper on my finger,
Cried 1 million times,
And im willing to die,

I told my tragic story too a loved stranger,
And all he did was scream and shout,
Told me I was playing it unfair,
Said I hurt him,
Turned his back,
Always the same,
Always a losing game.

So I held all I got,
And I left not forgiven,
Faked a little smile too hide a million tears,
And all he did was push me down
Turn my face into a frown,
Said I gotta smile to get forgiven,

So I force a smile,
Fake it so,
Little wish,
Little throw,
And he still pushes me out,

Says im not worth it,
Gives no help,

Another love,
He said he loved me,
But all he did was lie,
Too get what he wanted,
And then pushed me away,