I hate my brother my parents my school myself. i can't do anything right for anyone. no use in even trying, because it gets me no where. i can't take it anymore i just want out of everything. why cant u leave me alone my life was so happy until you entered now it's as if nothing seems right. I'm always confused with who i am and what i want. living up to other expectations not to please myself but others. seems as if anyone could careless and they shouldn't. so it is my time to leave this world. solve problems. sweet and simple. God i love u did nothing wrong. this is just how my life was planned. nothing i can do now to turn back. i screwed up too much. my only way out.
(for all yall who feel this way, there is a way. dedicated for an anonymous survivor of a suicide attempt. Life is precious, not everyone is lucky to get second chances.)
