Why do I continue to put myself through this
All this pain and misery
Its so useless
These endless tears
never seem to fade
The voices are calling
telling me to use this blade
Maybe if I just cut a little deeper
it will end my life
which never happens
The flow of the blood
dulls the pain
But when it returns
I feel I can't go on
Where's this happiness?
Spoken all around
Shouldn't it cure all?
I suppose I should know
For I am deep within this black hole.