Alcoholic

by Illusion   Oct 24, 2005


Shivering from the coldness
Of having no one here
Trying to numb the pain of feeling so alone
Once again I resort to beer
Finding myself
Laying on the kitchen floor
Once again too drunk to get up
I can't take it any more
I decided to stop cutting
Have I only come to this?
I'm addicted to it, I crave for it day and night
If only it was the blade I could miss
Sure, I love the numbness
It feels so good to me
The only sad thing is, I can't stop the cravings
I'm an alcoholic at fourteen

I know....not my best. sry
Please comment & rate though

©2005 Shannon Maynard

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  • 19 years ago

    by Torn

    Wow..amazing hun...
    that's really sad...im not quite sure what to say, but htat i hope you get rid of the habit some day soon
    take care xoxo

  • 19 years ago

    by ~â‚£ading |nspiration~

    Throw it away...whether it's alcohol...or a razor blade...never good to get addicted...on anything...including the com...stay strong hun...5/5

  • 19 years ago

    by redxiii

    Hey long time no talk or type *cries* lol well i am too so dont feel bad but i am 16 and i got my DL today YAYYYYYY so oh well ttul i hope anyways peacewar

  • 19 years ago

    by Jo

    That was great! i have a friend like that and i really wish she'd stop drinking because she's kinda gotten to where she turnz to other thingz like thaughtz of doing bad thingz to herself and stuff, so i really wish she'd stop drinking and all, for her safety. i can't say as much as the other person did, but in a weird way, i'll just say "diddo" to everything she said. i really hope you find the strength and help you need to overcome this!

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