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by Treakle   Oct 24, 2005


I guess this is my way of showing
That I am falling down again
My new friends, they know nothing
I'm shaking, my hand and my pen.
I want to keep it all inside
Because then I can carry on
But I know I shouldn't hide
It's me I'm hiding from.
I want you to know what i do
But I don't think you can help
It's my obsession with this food
And how stupid I have felt.

But by writing this I am scared
That you might make me stop
This food, this thing that I dread,
This is how I cope.
I am back and forth every day
Like the sea to the sand,
I know your ways are not the same
And I think I understand.

I don't know what i want from this,
Because in life I'm (really) happy,
But these feelings on paper
I guess, they make me feel better.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Anna

    Oh baby, my lovely lovely friend, f**k I feel like I've let you down and not been there for you. I guess I'll see you this weekend, I'm so soory you're going through this. I love you, even though our lives are quite seperate now, please don't forget that I am here for you. And the poem is a really great write, one of your best I think, its just really good, I just wish that it could be in better circumstances.
    love you baby,
    nana

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