Rest in pieces

Look at me...you took everything away from me...this hurts deeper than i thought...the feeling just shot down my spine again...why can't you just leave me alone...let me die instead of barely keeping me alive...it hurts so bad for you to stand there in front of me...my broken heart will never heal with time...you look so good to me still...and yet all i can seem to think about was that last night...you sat in front of me claiming you loved me...telling me all of the things u knew i wouldn't believe but it still felt god to hear them...look at me...you've destroyed my life, my dreams, my only will to live in this world...you took away everything i ever had. you gently smiled and laid me down and all i can do is cry because there are so many things i regret about you...i don't know what to do but please just let me go...stop hanging me a thread then cutting it once i begin to hang on....you held my heart in your hands then ground it up in front of me...I'm left here sad and alone with no one to be able to run to...just let me rest in whats left of my life...........