On my mind

Wanna know what i see as my blood drips on the floor?
i see freedom. i see a light shining from that opening door.
wanna know what i feel when i run that scissor across my arm?
i feel relieved. i can feel death`s beginning& ready to take me away from all these harm.
wanna know what i think about as my eyes burn from these tears?
i think about the mistakes i`ve done. & why i let myself live for all these years.