When.....

When life doesn't give reasons
To why love grows stale.
When death doesn't give answers
To a life that endured hell.
When laughter can no longer be heard.
And sleepless nights are no longer disturbed.
When tears no longer satisfy the need,
And that blade is to dull to make you bleed.
When the warmest touch gives you nothing but a chill,
When the anger you feel leaves you able to kill.
When the words " I love you" don't mean anything.
How happy children no longer sing.
When each breath was Innocent and pure,
All the strength it took to close that door.
When you force yourself to lose the key,
So that no one else is able to see.
All your unhappiness and pain inside,
How your heart drowns, Choking on it's pride.