My family has left me
I've nowhere to go
In this new place I'm at
Noone I know
My mind is shattered
to heal wouldn't be worth it
it has long been destroyed
by this racist bull%@$#
my heart is crushed
raped by pain
it has only caused losses
I've yet to see a gain
I lost my soul, so long ago
I try to hide it, but yet it shows
nothing is left of me, utterly broken
I know what you're saying, yet you've not spoken
sometimes I feel I can no longer run
as if... my life's come undone
I've been cursed with the life of a loser
condemned to something I will never win
I am too far to go on
yet too weak to give in
