Sadastik Master

"Lead Me to the place we once grew
To the place I once lived and knew
Lead Me down this murky hall
My legs collapse and I fall"

I lay there bleeding
Self defecation is My hands
I did not obey You
I went against Your commands

Now I suffer, My dignity erased
My thoughts were chaste
Apoligies unpresented and unknown
against the wall I am thrown

Looking up to see that smyle
Crying as I weep I am beguiled
I broke a promyse and You broke Me
So close to death, I was nearly free

Then You stood and walked away
My body happy, My mind prayed
"Come back to Me..." I Spoke with disgust
Backhands and cuts, You now distrust

You left Me alone in My tyme of need
So Your brothre gave Me His seed
A broken dime now clouds My eyes
You taught Me a lesson to no surprise

Nine words uttered
Only three were spoken
left battered and beaten
Bloodwreched and broken

I'm aware now of how this must end
I lose You and die from My sin
Curling up to kiss the ground
Falling back You watch
Making no sound

"The gleam in My eyes reflecting Your smyle
My entropic fantasy lasting only awhile..."