Complimentary Abuse

Glancing back at it all...

I don't see why it happened
I pissed it all away
I despise who you are
No longer can I stay

I gave you it all
The world made you smile
My own blood would make you cry
Was it worth while?

You hurt me and smiled
But cried when I hurt me...
What is the damn difference?
it's all pain, can't you see?!

trusting you with a figurine that is priceless
You stab me again, and seem so faithless

Kneeling down to pray to god
I wish for this pain to fade
I would've been able to live
if only I would've stayed...
with you...