A Whispering Apology

Forgotten memories of our past
New ones created before happening
Fast... So fast
Flavorful taste of blood
Spread to the nation
Our lives are all imitations
Living in another's shadow
Hiding from our own lies
Howling in pain
Echoing cries

My hatred is
no longer in my head
I am now alone
caregivers have fled

left alone in a world so cruel
but yet only I am to blame
pain the fire, love the fuel
I must now wallow in shame

feeling my tears now run dry
I lay down my sword
I cannot see you die
my words are sung in discord

the icy reflection of water so deep
the pain is like blood
running, only to creep
ashes have now turned to mud

now I dream
of what we could have been
my dreams are lies
so false, so obscene

why can't it be like it used to be
why can't it be like it was
I cannot live my life without you
your my life, you are me

shadows now are what cover my heart
blood, poison, life, veins
have all fallen apart
In blood it eternally reigns

reign in blood
doth now exist
the cross of god
he holds in his fist

the myst has come
flooded the ground
forever will he
sleep so sound

eternally slumbered
until rebirth is at hand