I've tried to. . .

I've tried not thinking of you
But your always on my mind
I've tried not to think of calling
But my eyes watch the time

I've tried to start eating
But i'm not sure i can
I've tried getting it through ur head
That's this is all i am

I"m not a selfish girl
Like most girls are these days
I don't pitch a fit and whine
Just to get my way

I laugh when most would cry
I tell the truth when most would lie

I love when most would hate
I appologize before it's too late

I am who i am
That's all i can be
And maybe one of these days
You'll accept me for me

by: ~*~Amber~*~(lifetimecowgirl)