She won't forget

My gram is the one who raised me
She's helped me so much to look at life and see...

See that this world has so much bad
I just need friends, and i have the best ones i ever had

You need one person from your family
ONLY ONE and she's the one it turned out to be

But she's older now, she's not no teenager anymore
She doesn't do the things she did before

She's lost her family over the years
She cried so many unforgettable tears

And everyday...she forgets what i told her yesterday
She doesn't remember anything i say

She forgets to take her medicine and other little things
She forgets to do major things too...anger to her is what that brings

She doesn't forget to love me though
She doesn't forget all of our memories...i know

She tells me she misses her family that has passed
She sees the dead at night, the pictures to her always will last

She says she can feel herself getting older
she's getting colder and more colder

She says if she didn't have me, she wouldn't have a reason to live
It puts a burden on me being only a kid

Strange thing is...this is how i feel
Sometimes it's unbearable to deal

I will never forget to love my gram
I will never leave or not give a damn

But i can see her getting older too
I can see her getting more sick and there's NOTHING i can do

I visit her everyday and I'm so scared
Because what if something happens? shes the only one who has ALWAYS cared

She wants me to live with her forever she says
Then i tell her my mother says no, and her tear sheds

I'm so scared that I'm going to lose her before i die
I'm trying to make her happy, i am and will try

She makes me upset everyday
Because she's getting more sick to the point where it's not OK

And i think...how could i live my life without her there
How could i live without her there to share?

I would be so lost if i lost my world
I would go crazy by myself...just a young girl

But there's one thing that i have to realize and see
That she'll never forget to love me

*just one of them days...*