I miss you, you know

I wrote you so many letters but I can't send them to you, each a line or two... I am fine Darling how are you?

I would have sent those letters but those words are so cold and flat and he deserves more than that.

I wish I could be there with you, but I was not your dream, yet you always believe in me.

You wanted to go away.. and I just had to stay, I know its for the best, but I am still selfish me, and I love you so. I miss you you know. So until you come home to me I will close my eyes and dream that your still loving me.