I try so hard but it doesnt seem to matter.
i work so hard but it doesnt seem to matter
i want so many things i do my best to get them
but nothing ever goes my way.
and i the process of trying, i hurt al lthe people who love me most.all the people who support me, who are there when i need them.
why does it seem like the whole worlds on my shoulders?
so many friends who look up 2 me.so many problems 2 deal with.mine and my friends.So much pressure so much stress. so much pain i go through every day. trying to deal with it all its so hard.
forced to grow up when i was so young its even hard 4 me sometimes. 2 sit and remember i'm only 13.i always feel so grown up. so mature. my parents love and trust me. neer wil li try to lose their trust. they're always so proud of me. and they treat me like an adult.not like everyone else.everyone else thinks im just a normal 13 year old. insecure,immature and a smart alec. well i may be a little insecure and a little sarcastic but who isnt?! the one thing im not is immature! i had to grow up so fast. sometimes its hard. but its worth it in some ways . growing up........so fast.
