HAPPY B-DAY TO MY BROTHER

DEAR BROTHER,

I RAN AWAY FROM HOME TODAY, AND WENT TO YOUR GRAVE, I\'M SO SORRY THAT I COULDNT BE STRONG, I COULDNT TAKE THE PAIN.I TRIED TO BE STRONG, I SWEAR I TRIED MY BEST BUT TO SEE PEOPLE SMILING AND LAUGHIN MADE ME MAD... I GOT UP ON THE TABLE AND YELLED, \"STOP!\" EVERYONE LOOKED AT ME AND WAITED FOR ME TO START... I TOLD THEM THAT I HATE THEM, THAT I HOPE THAT THEY DIED, I TOLD THEM HOW THEY HURT ME AND MADE ME CRY... I STARTED CRYING AND TOLD THEM THAT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND MY PAIN AND TOLD MOMMY AND DADDY THAT I HATE THEM...HOW COULD THEY CELEBRATE TODAY... I MADE MOMMY CRY..SHE SAID SHE WANTED ME TO HAVE FUN...I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE I TOOK TWO PIECES OF CAKE AND RAN OUT THE DOOR RIGHT TO YOUR GRAVE... ON MY WAY THERE I STOPPED BY THE STORE BOUGHT A BALLOON THAT SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND SOME ROSES TOO... I RAN AS FAST AS I COULD TEARS WERE ROLLING DOWN MY CHECK...OH HOW MUCH I WISHED THAT U WAS HERE...THIS PAIN I WOULD NOT FEEL.. I PLACED THE ROSES ON YOUR STONE AND A TEAR FELL ON THEM, MY HEARTS BEGUN TO ACHE AS I TOOK A PEICE OF OUR BIRTHDAY CAKE...iT DIDN\'T TASTE THE SAME AS IT TASTED WHEN U WAS HERE...I PUT MY HEAD ON MY KNEES AND STARTED CRYING REAL HARD... I WAS SCEAMING YOUR NAME IN HOPES THAT U WOULD HEAR ME... SOMEONE TAPPED ME ON THE BACK AND WISPERED \"TODAY IS OUR BIRTHDAY AND I DON\'T WANT U TO BE SAD, I PICK UP THAT CAKE AND EAT IT WITH THE PRIDE...eVEN THOUGH IM NOT WITH YOU IM ALWAYS IN YOUR HEART AND NO MATTER WHAT TIME I AM ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE..lAST NITE YOU DIDNT SEE ME, BUT I WAS THERE NEXT TO YOU...I KEPT YOU WARM ALL NITE..I DIDNT LET COLD TOUCH YOUR BODY, IF YOU DONT SEE ME IT DOESNT MEAN THAT I;M NOT THERE..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS...\"WHEN I TURNED AROUND I DIDNT SEE YOU THERE BUT MY EYES WERE DRY, NO MORE TEARS SHALL FALL FROM MY EYES CAUSE I KNOW UR WITH ME EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE!!

P.S: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..TODAY WE WOULD BE 18... EVEN THOUGH U R NOT HERE WIT ME U R ALWAYS IN MY HEART, NOT A MOMENT DOES BY THAT YOU R NOT ON MY MIND.. yOU ARE MY GUARDIAN ANGER. iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii LLLLLOOOOOVVVVEEEEEEEEEE yyyyyyyyyyyooooouuuuuuuuu!!!