The darkness is burning my heart into ashes.
i can barely breathe now,
these eyes are too weak to look at hates in your faces.
i can barely cry i`m all out of tears,
all i have left is my knife.
the knife that`ll cut through the pain& quickly take it away.
& its scars are the one that hides the words that i can`t say.
but during this full moon, in this darkness,
i will reveal the hidden words in these scars,
i will reveal the hidden words that cause me this loneliness.
i`ve been waiting for this chance to tell you,
how much pain you& your family are putting me through.
i feel so numb. please let me feel something,
so sick of my life i just wanna leave everything.
let myself heal my own wound. start fresh& new.
but it seems like i can`t escape& save myself form you.
my pillows are soaking wet from crying myself to sleep every night.
step by step i`m walking to the end of my life. i`m losing my fight.
so week. so heartless.
i`m losing my mind cause of the fact that i`m just a trash. a mistake. so worthless.
can you tell me when this is going to end?
