I have hope.
Damn.
It's so horrible,
Right when I let go,
You come straight back into my life,
Just for a second.
And you leave once again.
Hope fills my heart,
Instantly draining,
Over and over again.
This cycle repeats itself.
I want to feel it again,
That feeling of hope,
Hope that I know isn't fake.
Hope that fills my heart and stays there.
Hope that turns into love.
I'm sick of it turning into lonliness,
Dispair.
I want it to be over or back.
No more gray.
What are we doing here?
I want to feel love again.
And it seems like I can only feel it from you.
Now what's going to happen?
The wheel will just turn again.
