Broken

I'm not really lying to you,
When I say I'm perfectly fine,
I've said those words so often,
I think I actually believe them.

My heart beats painfully,
I think its broken, shattered,
But I'm not overly worried,
I think I like it better this way.

I'm not really trying to deceive you,
It’s just the words flow freely,
It’s like I can't lie any more,
Because the words have found truth.

My heart beats painfully,
I think its broken, shattered,
But I'm not overly worried,
I think I like it better this way.

I think the world will still move round,
Even if I have stoped in my tracks,
But I'm uncertain it will be the same,
When I step out of the circuit.

My heart beats painfully,
I think its broken, shattered,
But I'm not overly worried,
I think I like it better this way.

It’s these dreams really,
They seem to dictate the future,
And they decide what I'm saying,
I don't really see the difference.

My heart beats painfully,
I think its broken, shattered,
But I'm not overly worried,
I think I like it better this way.

I'm just thinking of what has transpired,
And I'm just wondering if it's real,
I don't think I trust my own thoughts,
They lie to me every moment anyway.

My heart beats painfully,
I think its broken, shattered,
But I'm not overly worried,
I think I like it better this way.